FINAL YEAR: 023

I did a weird something.

For someone who is not prepared for her test tomorrow, I feel really relaxed. I don’t even know why. Maybe because I know there is no sleep for me.

Also, I think I’m adapting well to medical school stress and the demands that come with it. That might be why I feel relaxed because Big Dams of three years ago would be deep in her work by now. No time to waste, you know.

At the end of the day, no matter what this medicine does to me, I still fall back in love with it. Over and over again.

So today, I went to the library again. Library girlieee, yurrrr.

We also did not have class today. But tomorrow, tomorrow is going to be so tight. My first class is by 7.30am. Arghhh.

Like I said yesterday, I now understand Pharmacology. Next thing is to commit the drugs and medications to memory. And it is a lot.

Anyway, around 12:00a.m., I went out to the cafteria because I wanted something in my stomach. As I was walking back to the library, someone was behind me. I had to move to the side for him to pass.

I went to the bathroom soon after and when I came out of the bathroom, I saw him again. And that was when he approached me and said “I saw you in the cafeteria, and I wanted to ask if I could get your number so we could talk.”

And I did the weirdest thing ever. I told him “wait—let me laugh first.” Because it was actually funny. And now I think I may have embarrassed him. I really hope he didn’t take it to heart. I feel so bad because I could have just said no without any weird reactions.

Wo, he will be fine.

Anyway, I went back to the library, read, and read and read, and that was basically most of my day. I’m going to continue reading my book tonight because I have to prepare for my test tomorrow. I have to be ready for it.

After tomorrow, I don’t think I have any tests until next week, so I want to focus fully on my seminar work.

That's basically it.

I said I was going to explain my thoughts about the whole “changing of publicatio name”—let’s do that tomorrow, right after my test. I’ll explain everything then.

Well, well, goodnight to youuu.